Tuesday, May 19, 2009

Astonishing

I had prom this weekend and have been recovering from a very late night since. It's astonishing to me how driven people are to suck any fun out of a room, or out of a good time. My senior prom was ruined due to a moppy depressed junior who only cared about her own well being, or her own night. When we would suggest something as a group she carelessly tossed it aside and it often followed verbal abuse, and profanity that I choose not to repeat for it still annoys me. My last Senior dance that I could spend with my underclassmen friends was ruined because her "boo" wasn't that so she could play tonsil hockey in the back of Union Station...how every song was "gay and annoying and wasn't worth us dancing to." This was three days ago and I'm still upset, I'm learning to deal with it but it leaves a "bitter taste in my mouth" as I realize she has another Prom after this.

I realize that I cannot control others actions especially in situations such as this...I realize that I cannot relive what happened three days ago, but it still pisses me off beyond believe that she would stoop so low as to say I am a b**** and some whore who won't amount to anything. That part doesn't bug me nearly as much as her ruining something I put over $500 into to have a good time. Something that I put a lot of time planning and money into to assure my group would have a good time...I cannot even begin to imagine what would drive someone to bring such negativity to something as fun as a prom...I don't know, maybe I'm overreacting, but I feel better putting it onto writing and not just verbally repeating it over and over and over again.

1 comment:

  1. Avoid people like that, if you can... they will only hurt you and feed you negative energy...

    But I think you know that already.

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