Thursday, May 7, 2009

Elated!

Its amazing that one guy, one person can make me smile, and then I go to all of these lengths to just get a glance or a smile from him. I don't want this to sound cliche but I really do get butterflies when I see or talk to him. Normally I dress in a relaxed fashion, you know, sweatshirts, jeans and tees. But today I dressed in a collared shirt, nice dress pants, and a leather jacket that looks as if you were to go to an interview in. I got up early, did my make-up (and for all of you that don't know me I NEVER wear makeup besides Proms, and holidays) just for this guy. I don't even know if he has the same interests in me...I do hope so but I cannot allow myself to go so head over heels for this classmate that might reject me. It feels like he's out of my league but I just hope that everything works out. He seems interested, and my other teacher said that she has taken a notice to the chemistry between us (she was one who convinced me to dress like this :) and I thank her) but I'm too shy to really ask him anything. Never have I been so confused, excited for what is to come between us, I can hope for the best, but I expect the worst.

1 comment:

  1. Even if he doesn't end up to be anything more than what he is now, if he helps you try to be your best, and leads to your personal growth, then he's a good thing.

    ReplyDelete